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Name: Mark
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 7/21/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: Music in general. Been playin guitar for 10 years and have dabbled with Bass, Piano, Trombone, Drum Machines, etc. BTW At The Drive In and The Mars Volta kick your ASS!!!
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Member Since:
7/23/2004
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| From the looks of things, it would seem that i am the most melodramatic asshole on the planet. I guess thats about right though...considering i only post here when i want to vent something. Im an ass...and im just beginning to realize it. Theres just so much about relationships i haven't even begun to understand. I haven't done anything wrong in the literal sense. No particular instance i can grab out and bring to attention. Just my attitude and apathy in general. I've played the victim my entire life...and its time for me to start growing up. To you barbara...you've always been the strong one. And that is your strongest suit. The single characteristic of your personality that i respect the most. The attribute i would desire more than any to be replicated in myself. But life isnt about replication or similarity. Its about adaptation...empowering yourself and its time i began to evolve. You've made me a stronger person and helped me to realize more about myself than anyone ever has. I love you with all my heart babe...Thank you.
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| - With Every Breath Theres a Bomb So here you are. My crappy attempt at editing one of my own songs. Found some free producing software online. It sure as hell aint pro-tools, intros a bit choppy, but overall pretty fun to mess around with. What an anxious youngin can do with a $5 mike and some free time.
Anyways, I had originally wrote this song for Barbara on our anniversary...but i didnt like the lyrics to much. So if you see this, its for you babe, your my everything
Title: For You I Am
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| I can be truly annoying sometimes. I hold people to a complete double standard. I'm so horribly complacent about everything that happens in my life, and as such, expect everyone around me to be the same way. Just because i dont let people know whats bothering me, doesnt mean they arent going to let me know whats on their mind. And they should. Its healthy. Its a lot more constructive in the long run to say whats buggin you, rather than holding it in and letting it bottle up. It's my own damn fault for not expressing what i feel. | | |
| -One of the best albums of the year. But drastically more abstract than De-loused. Progressive rock with a spanish twist. But why so Abstract? In a recent interview, Cedric Bixler Zavalez (producer, lead singer) admitted that the way he produces an album is by first constructing songs, producing, mixing, and then reviewing the songs by himself. From their he says, "I listen to the album the whole way through, and if it scares the shit out of me, i know its good." Just thought that was kinda funny. | | |
| - Where ths hell did this come from. Lows most recent release, with a little help from The Flaming Lips and Sparklehorse. Drastically more experimental than their previous releases, but it works. So this has been a hectic week. Found out my lease is coming up one month short of what is necessary to get someone to sublease it over the summer. Freakin awesome. At least no tests this week, couple a weeks to review before finals. But the big thing bothering me lately has been music. One of my good friends TJ, is helping me to put a CD together. Not that this isn't a good thing. It's exciting, but nerve racking at the same time. We've been working on and off over the past few weekends, and each time we do I feel a little more inferior to him. TJ's just so horribly talented, in music and production. His lyrics are amazing, his music is outstanding, and as far as production is concerned, he could make a dying cow sound good on CD. But beggars cant be choosers I guess, this is a great opportunity, and instead of comparing myself to him, I should just accept things, and try to learn everything I can over the next few months. Otherwise, things have been great. Mars Volta concert in Houston next tuesday. Cant freakin wait. And things are still great with Barbara. It's odd, Im so used to feelings fading after this long (not like i have a ton of experience), but with her everything just gets magnified. Its like, I think I know how much I care for her, but with everyday that passes I feel more and more and more. She's freakin awesome. She makes me so happy, and I totally don't deserve anything even resembling the happiness that she brings me.
Anyways, just hold out a few more weeks and summer will be here guys. | | |
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